i have become my own god.

excuses excuses excuses

piling on top of one another

to justify for the minor conveniences i've allowed for myself

to replace the feelings of discomfort and disappointment.

want want want

i feed the hungers of my flesh

dulling the voice of my conscience.

i can never have enough.

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oh God.

break through

these walls

i've built

on sandy foundation...

i'm scared

i'm tired

i'm beat

i need Your strength

cus i fail to persevere on my own...

be God over my life once again,

once and for all.