how are You ?

what are You thinking about, God?

what has been on Your mind lately?

i know i won't fully understand;

Your ways and thoughts are much higher than mine

but curiosity and wonder float around in my little mind -

how are you, God?

"lost cause"

"why are you so dumb"

"i hate myself"

words

that i have to fight

every morning

every day

by remembering

God loves me